what can i say?luck i guess...

yesterday i got my SPM result...
wanted to post this yesterday but i was at my own home...
the connecting there sucks!
ARGH~!
that's why i can't post.

back to the main point....
i got 9As and a C+~!
9As!much more better than i expect but i don't expect a C!!!!!!
the whole thing look sooooo ugly!
B will look much more better....
but never mind =D
i'm very satisfy although i cried(not many people notice)
shh....
don't tell others okay?


why did i cry?well...when i get my paper i saw nothing but a C+ for english literature.
feel like WHAT THE tut!
the subject i add on get C!if sejarah then i don't mind la!
and i hate the way teachers looked at me.
when Pn. Najwa saw me before i get my results...
she said congrats...
when Pn.Mahinder saw me...
she slapped my shoulder as if she's consuling me.
when i approched to take the results from her...
she used the kind of 眼神 that says 'oh~o...girl,why do you take this as extra subject?'
and the way she looked at me is like ...
well i don't know how to describe...
hope you guys know what i mean.

after crying for 2 minutes...i observed my cert...
then,only i found out i got 9As!
OMG~!
wah~!i'm sooooo lucky!
that's the 1st thing that pop up in my mind =)
then i observed carefully again and again...
conclusion...
my results:
BM A
BI A+
MATHS A+
SEJARAH A+
SCIENCE A+
PENDIDIKAN SENI A+
MORAL A
PERDAGANGAN A
EKONOMI A
LITERATURE IN ENGLISH C+

i got shocked!5 A+!
wow~!
big surprise!big fat luck hahahahahahaha!
THANK YOU EVERYONE!
THANK GOD...

i am really shock with the sejarah result.
most of the time i get Cs...
for SPM paper,i did 4 essays although only 3 is needed.
after written those essays,i still got 30++minutes extra!
i guess they really pull down the grade OR i did tembak correct OR i think the examiner did a mistake.
he/she added up all 4 essays instead of 3...
the last possibilities is the biggest.
hmm~

conclusion:i am really lucky!!!!!!!!

p.s.3 days before i get my result,i had dream.
i saw myself getting 9As!hehe:D

habits?

what habits?post blog on monday...
don't know why....
maybe because of the mood...
feeling that i've abandon my blog for soooooooooooo long and it's time to update it.
actually things always happen around me but i don't feel like posting them...
don't know why...
lazzzzzy i guess...
maybe not in that mood too....

kinda lots of things happened...
1st...ruin of my dream Uni....
it's actually not good.
it's outer appearance is to 'cheat' people and covered their bad stories...

2nd...still blur...
don't really know what i want.
suddenly found out art students also can take courses in Architecture...
should i proceed?
but architect...kinda like doctors...
need to study for more than 7 years~~~~~~!
OMG~!
don't dare to do so...
what if i failed?wasted 7 years!

3rd...
architecture...all recommend Taylor's...
the most expensive Uni here...
even other uni/colleges themselves recommend taylor's...

4th...
interior design...
scholarship for interior designs not much....
nearly zero...
haiz~
if got also diploma not foundation+degree...

5th feel like taking alternative choice...
Banking and Finance...
seems attractive...

6th...
still not really know how to apply things,what to apply and so on although recently 'busy' searching here and there especially online to find info for myself....
so that i won't make the wrong decision...

7th...
don't have the confidence in getting scholarship...
not even 1st round....
looking at the Sin Chew Educational Fund scholarship form and Star Educational Fund scholarship form...
i feel worst...
i've got no position before in every society or uniform units...
what can i write?
nothing....
haiz~

8th...
yell like hell on facebook last friday...
posted 2 status...
why?
because i heard that drunkard's voice...
calling for someone to open the door for him...
i was in my grandpa's house that time....
mum and sisters when back to our own house...
last monday he also went to my grandpa's house...
called 3 times...
i picked up the 1st phone call...
he said he's outside the house NOW!
haiz~
i don't understand why i'm still afraid of him although i know he can't harm us anymore....

proven childhood...
i prefer to use teenhood..(although this word don't exist)
influence a lot....
those memories will be with us till the graves...
haiz~~~~~~~~~~~