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Saturday, November 27, 2010

lazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzziness

whenever something is happening i feel like posting blog desperately but when i reach my laptop i turn out to be toooooooooooooo lazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy to post anything that happened.
=.=lll

anyway,today i went back ipoh by another train company.
the cheaper but take longer time to reach 1.
the ETS is RM30.
no class difference.
the KTM intercity got 3 classes.
1st class
2nd class
economy class

i cant buy my kl to ipoh economy class because i was kinda late.
just bought ticket a day before.
it costs me rm22.
the ipoh to kl i bought right after i reach ipoh.
i got my economy class.
RM12 only.
if i am given a chance to choose,surely i'll go for ETS,the train much more newer and atmosphere better + come on time.
today 1st time take ktm's.
the train delayed 1 hour +!
wait till headache and that time i wasn't feeling well...
i feel like scolding people....
entered the train coach i sneeze.
the seats kinda smelly.
the atmosphere...
i smell cigarette..
who the hack smoking in the train!!!!!!!!!!!!idiot!
and perfume too...
argh...
all these torture me.

yet i still buy the same company's ticket.
why?because i'm poor.
i want to save money=)

p.s.yesterday i watched harry potter and the deathly hallows part 1.
not nice..
book much more better.
p.p.s.i dropped my wallet in the cinema.
good news:
i found it.the worker returned to me when i asked him did he see it.
bad news:he took RM50!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
='(
should i be glad because he returned it to me?
or should i be sad because of the rm50?
now the movie ticket that cost rm6 turn out to be rm 56...D':

back to december

this is sweet...i like =)
taylor swift-back to december
hmm...so do you think this song is written for taylor launter?

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I'd go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and,
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I'd go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I'd go back to December all the time


Friday, November 19, 2010

???

i was planning to post most of the things about the banana house after we settled everything.
in the end,now i am here typing something about the house too but something i don't expect will happen.
and of course..i don't know i'll post about it till this very moment....

human's life is full of surprises.
that's why our life is sooooooooooooo damn scary.

first of all,i would like to know am i a scary person?
those reading my blog please do reply because it is very important to me...
thank you.

i am a super duper triple scary person.
i scared away a roommate.
she'll be moving out tomorrow.
lots of things happened recently.
i don't feel like having the strength to type all here.
i don't feel like voicing it out because everything seems so useless.

every single bad thing that happened on me and people around me is my fault.
i always being in the wrong place at the wrong time.
i always make wrong decision at the wrong moment.

i posted before about the banana house right?
the house rental is RM1400.
upstair and downstair.
total:4 rooms.
no. of people staying: from 4 to 3 then next month will be 9.
why 4 to 3?
because of the thing i mentioned above....
i scare away a roommate.
due to desperation,we rent to a group of people.
2 rooms for same gang of people.
downstair's smaller room:2 girls (RM 420)
upstair bigger room: 4 guys (RM 680)
upstair room:1 girl[from the previous place we stayed] (RM300)
conclusion:my roommate/s and me= no need to pay rental,only pay water and electric bill
however,she still wanted to move out.

Reasons she wanted to move out:
1)got guys
2)afraid the guys will put cctv in bathroom and so on
3)me,she said staying with all of us=stress
4)me,she's scared of me (i don't blame her,i know i am scary)
5)her parents strongly disagree

others reasons that she didn't tell us but i think 99% probably are:
1)me:being crazy
a)always shout and scream whenever i am stress
b)always said weird stuff?
c)did something that will make most people shocked which i think scare her a lot
{if you all want to know what i did meet me in msn or some other private chat..can't say it here,too serious}
2)me being $$
she think that no need to pay rental or rent it out to others=crime
doing business=bad
3)all of us form different world,can't stay together
e.g.i hate pink she love pink LOL

anyway,let's wish her luck =)
hope she'll be better in new place(relative house) and will learn how to take care of herself,will eat,won't always gastric etc....

her attitude still like a kid...
quite childish...
another roommate of mine very worry about her staying alone with only 2 relatives that always busy with work.
me?
i don't really worry about her.
not because i am cruel,bad,heartless,don't have sympathy or whatever reasons you can think of.
i don't really worry about her because i 'think' her relatives will take good care of her and most importantly i think it's time for her to grow up.
what for always turn to parents when you face problem?
she need to grow up and i think now is the time for her to grow and depend on herself.
=)

Friday, November 12, 2010

model from cube transformation...



this....
pictures look better than the actual thingy...
the actual model look much more uglier and stupider...

i did this stupid model since yerterday 9 something pm thinking what to make until get a stupid idea and make it.
stupid better than none =P
i make this model from 10++pm until today morning 6.45am.
sooooooooooooooooo damn tired~!
then sleep at 7am until 9am.
after breakfast then continue touch up and a little of other assignments.
i was so damn tired and my eyes can't open but not as serious as the previous sem assignments.
i still manage to look normal...
but i got a BIG pimple near my lips ='(
half masak?
LOL
soooooooooooooooooo UGLY!
yellow colour ady but can't poke it!
very pain =(
haiz....

p.s.my model...does it really look like cube transformation?
macam sudah lari sikit...

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

烦烦烦烦烦烦烦!

好多东西烦....
为自己的事烦.....
为朋友的烦恼烦....
害怕朋友受不了生命的挫折而害怕...
我很怕她们受不了...
毕竟我很清楚过程很
痛苦,
难受,
超级无助....
无论如何...我希望你们知道我会陪你们,帮助你们...
只要你愿意开口...我一定会帮你们的....
我不是个好帮手但....
我希望我帮得了你们...
相信我好吗?
有烦恼,问题,任何困难记得一定一定一定要和我说哦!


Sunday, November 7, 2010

fisher...


this is uploaded because dear jeannie mae want to see but can't go facebook...
what should i write here?
draw this for yammie's 18th birthday because i was kinda free at that moment...
and i think i didn't give her birthday present before...

i like the dog but i don't like the clothe...
i don't know how todraw =(
kinda ugly right?='(

punish me..

i am so damn lazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy...
fat and lazy just like a pig..
Oops...
sorry piggies...
you all are not lazy...i'm much more lazzzzzzzzzzzzzier than you all..
LOL
kick me!
beat me!
punch me!
make me wake up and stop me from being lazy.
thank you.

p.s.weird post :P ...i always punish myself yet i'm still lazy =(

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

haiz..........

我看见她这样我真的受不了...
很想骂她?劝他?鼓励她?帮助她?安慰她?
不确定我要干嘛但很肯定我很讨厌看到这样的她...
对!我说过不理她...不想再管但我无意有意都会去看看她最近怎样...
最讨厌她不‘zhang 气’(粤语)更讨厌她每次遇到困难时都怨父母干嘛生她!
好心你为自己的一举一动负责啦!干嘛怪他们!
干他们屁事!
haiz....
改一改好吗?你在这样下去很快害死自己的.....