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i was planning to post most of the things about the banana house after we settled everything.

in the end,now i am here typing something about the house too but something i don't expect will happen.

and of course..i don't know i'll post about it till this very moment....

human's life is full of surprises.

that's why our life is sooooooooooooo damn scary.

first of all,i would like to know am i a scary person?

those reading my blog please do reply because it is very important to me...

thank you.

i am a super duper triple scary person.

i scared away a roommate.

she'll be moving out tomorrow.

lots of things happened recently.

i don't feel like having the strength to type all here.

i don't feel like voicing it out because everything seems so useless.

every single bad thing that happened on me and people around me is my fault.

i always being in the wrong place at the wrong time.

i always make wrong decision at the wrong moment.

i posted before about the banana house right?

the house rental is RM1400.

upstair and downstair.

total:4 rooms.

no. of people staying: from 4 to 3 then next month will be 9.

why 4 to 3?

because of the thing i mentioned above....

i scare away a roommate.

due to desperation,we rent to a group of people.

2 rooms for same gang of people.

downstair's smaller room:2 girls (RM 420)

upstair bigger room: 4 guys (RM 680)

upstair room:1 girl[from the previous place we stayed] (RM300)

conclusion:my roommate/s and me= no need to pay rental,only pay water and electric bill

however,she still wanted to move out.

Reasons she wanted to move out:

1)got guys

2)afraid the guys will put cctv in bathroom and so on

3)me,she said staying with all of us=stress

4)me,she's scared of me (i don't blame her,i know i am scary)

5)her parents strongly disagree

others reasons that she didn't tell us but i think 99% probably are:

1)me:being crazy

a)always shout and scream whenever i am stress

b)always said weird stuff?

c)did something that will make most people shocked which i think scare her a lot

{if you all want to know what i did meet me in msn or some other private chat..can't say it here,too serious}

2)me being $$

she think that no need to pay rental or rent it out to others=crime

doing business=bad

3)all of us form different world,can't stay together

e.g.i hate pink she love pink LOL

anyway,let's wish her luck =)

hope she'll be better in new place(relative house) and will learn how to take care of herself,will eat,won't always gastric etc....

her attitude still like a kid...

quite childish...

another roommate of mine very worry about her staying alone with only 2 relatives that always busy with work.

me?

i don't really worry about her.

not because i am cruel,bad,heartless,don't have sympathy or whatever reasons you can think of.

i don't really worry about her because i 'think' her relatives will take good care of her and most importantly i think it's time for her to grow up.

what for always turn to parents when you face problem?

she need to grow up and i think now is the time for her to grow and depend on herself.

=)