being CHEATED....

i feel like i got cheated when i first experience the kelam-kabut orientation here...

ARGH~~~~~~~~~!

GEK SEI ME LA~!

well...how to say?

what to say?

i don't know how to start and don't know how to end!

whole thing here is sooooooooooooo SUCKS!!!!!!!!!

from beginning until now i see none of the 'kelebihan' here...

i only see the weakness!!!!!!

(sorry for the rojak language...i'm too disappointed until i can't remember the words i should use)

1st of all...

reach PJ on Friday.

meet the person in charge in the scholarship tingy...

he told my mum that we can move in to the hostel that day...

when we reached here he said sorry....the hostel is full and so on which is not the real reason we found out another day!!!!!!!

we later went to the star office to get my agreement...

until now,i haven't fully fill them up because i sense problem(kononnya)

never mind....



next day,saturday.orientation.

when we come to register,we need to divide ourselves in malays and non-malays group.

ok...i don't mind...

in fact i'm use to it...

then some simple intro and so on,we get our break.

asked to wait somewhere and i'm the only chinese got sesated in between the malays.

then i didn't get my timetable.

fine...

that's my problem and my blurcase pasal....

(TO BE CONTINUE!GTG NOW!IF NOT I'LL MISS THE BUS ='(

tea time till dinner...

before having tea with alice and gang(koala and bookworm) in wonderland...=_="'
my mum and i went to fetch my youngest sis from tuition.
then we went to a shop that sell oil painting to:
1.frame 2 of my drawings
2.take pictures of the painting without the boss knowledge

strategy:
mum keeps on talking with him

however,i only manage 2 take a few pics because...scared
hehe...

this...i love the green grapes sooooooooo much~!
they're soooooo real.....
however,the watermelon spoil the painting.





and this is my favourite among all.

then,i we went to fetch koala based on the weird map that i remember in facebook.
it actually make things worst...
all my mum need is just the taman,the road and the house number.
then we fetch bookworm with koala showing us the way.
urgh....
don't feel like blogging...
well...when we reach ritz garden,we waited for alice in the not fun mood.
we were like don't know what to talk about....
when alice reached,
no more silence,she did all the talking.
all her life experience during her trip,her ns and everything.
she talked non stop and we laughed non stop.
haha =D
2.35pm 4 people start chit-chatting until 4.10pm.
took some pictures...

actually i wanted to wear this but i don't dare....


then,alice went to form 6 tuition eventhough form 6 not start yet.
koala went home herself.
bookworm and i went to parade by bus because our parents not free to take us home yet.
her mother ends work at 5pm.
my mother fetched me at 6 something then fetch my another sis back from tuition at 6.30pm.
since i'm in parade,i went to porpular.
looking for the books that i can't find.
i saw them but translated in chinese.
i can't read them =(
english version?
out of stock ='(
haiz~

night,
went to eat buffet type steamboat + BBQ.
RM26.80 per adult.
RM12.80per kid.
i didn't eat lunch.
thus,i ate a lot.=)
fat,fat FAT!!!!!!
OMG!
who cares.....

p.s.friday i went back to mgs.
wore formal because the letter say so.
i...
don't really look like me...
i wore SKIRT!
ew~~~~~~!
here's some pic....
don't laugh.

confuse,headache and GOING CRAZZZZZZZZZZY~!

ARGH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i really hate myseelf a lot....
i don't understand why am i soooooooooo confuse.
can't understand what am i headache of...
i.........
haiz....

to whom may concern...
i get a scholarship through The Star newspaper education fund...
i get diploma in architecture in a uni call city u.
this uni was a college since 1984...just upgrade and change name this year.
formally known as Unity International College.
it is under a construction company.
that is the reason i choose to go although i don't know much about this u.
i'm not sure do i make the right decision.
it suddenly seems like form6 is much more better yet i scared i can't handle because most of the people saying STPM=toughest among all exams...

i'm kinda scared....
although i've make my decision,
i.....
i scared i can't go on...
i am not familiar with the place there....
i don't even know which is what road and don't know how to go the places there.
alone there with nobody...
no family,no old friends and no relatives...
argh....
headache....

where's the nearest shop that i can buy bread as my breakfast?
have to find out myself by asking people around like a dumb dumb....
which place i can buy cheapest food?
hmm...all food there are much more expensive...
perhaps i'll eat bread whole year.haha=D

knowing that i will be away for a long time and losing my youth(as if i have)...
i asked my closer friends to come out...
meet for the last time perhaps...
because i don't think we still have chance to meet in future...
nobody will have the time to meet...
no more sincere old friends...
future...
all workmates...
all selfish because that's the way to survive....
all live in a ME ME ME!world....
include the future me.

however,the world always disappointed me....
most of the people i asked can't go out...
only 1 or 2 can...will it be fun?
will i ruin the fun?
i am a boring person...
will i make things worst?
haiz....

losing...
i am used to it...
i lost lots of things...
yet...i'm still sad and hurt everytime i lost something...
i always feel like crying when i am alone and got nothing to do...
i'll start thinking lots of rubbish....
yet...
i always fail to cry...
crying is so not me....
however i cried easily while watching movies and dramas....
i don't know why...haha =D

tomorrow....
will be going out but will it success?
can 'we' able to go out and have fun just by chit-chatting?
hmm....reaching that place is still a problem to me....
always scared inthe end no one come...
always scared i will be the only one there...
do i have experience of being dump alone in the street?
i'm not sure...i can't remember but i always feel like will be dump,will be alone everytime i go out....

haiz....typing rubbish again....
ignore me....

i wish to meet her earlier...

the her i mention is not a real person...
Her name is Annabeth.
She's a character from Percy Jackson and The Olimpians book series(3 out of 5 books that i read recently/during my holidays).
She's a demigod daughter of Athena, strong friend of Percy. Very intelligent, skilled in architecture and strategy.
Her most attractive characteristic to me is her intelligence and her passion in architecture.
If i know about her earlier,i will have much more curiousity and passion in architecture and i am sure that can help me to go through those interviews successfully and confidently...

last thursday i went to an interview for diploma in architecture in City U formally known as Unity International College through The Star.Eventually,I know about this college through The Star scholarship application.
The interview....
i guess i did badly.
well...that day i went to kl with my mum.
took a bus at 5am.Reached KL Sentral at 7 something.
Asked people how to go to city u through LRT.Then when we reached Asia Jaya,we are suppose to walk 5 minutes to reach city u.we asked direction.
surprisingly,nobody(include the hawker nearby) know where the u is and it gives me a super duper bad impression.....
then i got a feeling leading me to use the road on the right.we met another hawker.He said just a few steps more.You'll see it.
We walked pass a few factory like buildings.Then we saw a sign board in front of a building written CITY UNIVERSITY OF SCIENCE AND TECHNOLOGY.
i was like...what the....
well...it is giving me a bad impression...
the building looked small yet long.
everything is so office like until i reached the cafe.
i guess it's the best looking place in the uni.
i reached early.7 something.
the interview suppose to start at 10am.
When almost time,i change to formal clothes and i hate that.
i wore a black sut and a grey skirt!
SKIRT!!!!!!!YUCKS~!
i was lucky number one.
the first to be interview.it is a good thing because it will enable me having extra time to tour blindly in KL.

let's talk about the interview.
hmm...
4 people interview me,
1 from the star 3 from city u.
1 of the city u guy just sit there and write write write.
1st of all they asked me to intro myself.
i talked some rubbish and add 'i like drawing'.
haha =D
next,they asked how i come to kl.
told them and they saw wow!5am bus!
then they asked me what i know about architecture.
well...i said it's designing a building,not only the appearance but also the function.determine which place is use for what function.
then they ask me,if thay give me the scholarship,is there any problems in communication with the students since in a class 20 out of 30 students are malays.
i was like wow~!but i said it won't be a problem for me since i am from malay school since standard 1 and i don't have many chinese classmates.
then they asked me if i get the scholarship what will i do to the u although there is no bond.well...i said stupid stuff...i'll promote the uni???
haha =D
then try my very best in the studies then continue in degree then design buildings that not only known by others but the designer will be known as well.
when i've done saying that i said wow!me saying those stuff!
then they asked what will i do if i didn't get the scholarship.
go form 6.
that's all i guess....
lame right?

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another post...
today i went out with 2 not so close friends and an unknown girl to k box in jusco.
well....
conclusion...the whole day is bored since most of them don't seems like wanting to have fun.
everything was dull until i met a monkey(tung siew yee)working in a fitness centre.
i was kinda shocked when i saw heer there.
her job quite qood.
basic salary for a month got RM1000++ and can get commision for every person she intro and become member.
my mum n i told her we are not going to be member.however,she still intro us about the facilities warm hearted and let me try some of the facilities(without other workers notice).
this is what i did.
haha~!



the sandbag,when i saw it,i told her i am going to stick her picture there and punch it.
=)
after having a tour in the gym,we went home.

p.s.i wish to go out with the friends i really want them to go out with me.not just randomly being ask and accept blindly.

pictures of pets... =)

at last............

i've abandon my blog for so long...
using the stupid reason name busy but the real reason is lazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy....
haiz~
what to do?it's not easy for a lazy bug to turn hardworking....


what i want to crap about here?
well....
recently lots of things happened...
until i don't feel like blogging....
lots of events that make me embarrass and i don't feel like remembering them...
don't feel like posting them and let others know about it...

where should i start?
what should i start?
hmm...
things that happened since the JPA interview until....
erm...
a visit to the pet shop...


when i went to that JPA interview?
i can't remember.
only remember it was Thursday and i saw Shankary then Min Nie then Jia Qi.
that day i was kinda pity...
interview start at 2pm.
due to some bad luck,i was in the last being interview group.
there was 7 person in my group.
3 boys 4 girls...
during self intro in bm,
the first person/a malay guy sitting beside me started the self intro.
i was kinda shocked when i heard him saying "Saya lahir pada tahun 1992 haribulan 21 Jun".
OMG!same day with me?
well...i am not going to say my birthday during my turn.
my self intro kinda lame....
when the judges gave us a title to debate among ourselves,
things go worse.
the 3 boys debating like crazzzzzzzzzzzy and the girls............
being useless....
just keep quiet....
thus,i didn't put any hope in this scholarship.
the interesting part about this being interview group is meeting a guy same birth day with me,another guy that claimed that he was a student from SK Ho Seng Ong when he was in standard 1-3 which i can't recognise his face and another girl from the same art centre i used to learn art.

3 days later/Sunday,i went to KL by bus right after i done learning my last 2 hours car.
The bus fare kinda cheap.RM17.40 per person from Ipoh to KL.
i went to Kl with my mother because i was going to an interview in Universiti Teknologi Malaysia(government uni).That wasn't scholarship interview.That's just intake interview.
I reached KL at 3 something in the afternoon.Waited for my busy uncle(suk suk) who live there.
He told us that he booked a 5 stars hotel for my mum and i as my SPM ok ok results reward because his house is a little far from UTM.
OMG!
the hotel facilities include spa,swimming pool and gym but we don't have the time to enjoy them.
we don't even have time for breakfast since the interview starts at 8am and KL starts jammed at 7am.
when we reached our hotel room,i was kinda shocked.
from the window i can see the twin tower in front of me....
very big.
5 minutes walk to twin tower from the hotel.
our destination is KLCC because i never been inside that thing before.
however before we reached it suddenly rained heavily.
we went into the twin tower.
since we didn't been in the middle of the bridge before,we searched for the enterance to go there.
i found the entrance.
tickets will be given FREE daily.however,we got no 'jodoh' with it.
when the rain stopped,we continue our journey.
walking for almost an hour to reach KLCC.
it seems soooooo near but walking to it almost kill us!
haha :D
actually walking is good for us...
both of us need to lose weight!
haha!haha!
walked there but take taxi back to hotel.
at night,my uncle bring us to eat together with his family.
i enjoyed one of my favourite food,crab.:)


The next day,we went to UTM by taxi with our luggages.
my mum chi-chat with some parents there.
among all the chinese that being called for an interview,i got the less As and got a big fat C.
all the others from science classes,taking at least 11 subjects...
all of them get straight As.
i don't really mind.
in fact i'm kinda happy to be there athough their results better than mine.
at least i got the chance.
however,i ruin it during a weird 60 mins test and the interview.
the test...i can't answer at all especially when they asked me about the type of traditional houses in their states...
all subjective....can't 'tembak' :'(
for the drawing part...
worst....i act as if i am someone that can't draw at all...
i ruin everything......

during interview(around 12.30pm) i kept on said i don't know....
even some simple things i can't answer.
the judges keep on laughing when i said something and i can't get where the funny part is....
uh...whatever....

after the interview,
we straightaway go the bus station and went home.
slept in the bus,wake up due to itchiness.i guess i allergy to the seats.
the backseats kinda dirty.
ew........

when i reached ipoh,i called back to the unknown missed call.
it's from pjcad.another interview in kl.
i rejected it.
i found out that i have lost interest in interior design and i've got no talent in that.

tuesday,car exam.
met Min Nie but not surprised because i knew she'll be there through the chit chatting while waiiting for turns during jpa interview.
then,i met my younger cousin.
got a little surprise.
summary:
waste lots of time waiting for my turn.
being around the super hot atmosphere,i got a little emotional disorder.
haha:D
the driving test....
my cousin pass everything and i failed everything!
you see!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is the worst thing among all....
everyone around me pass everything an i failed everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@#$%**&%^$#@!#%$^&^&^#@@!!!!!!!!!!
haiz......
whatever!!!!!!!!!!!

let's talk about something not emo...
i visited my "ee zheong's" pet shop after having dinner celebrating my mum's and my grandpa's birthday.
went there because he had to replace another puppy to my cousin since the one she brought die due to sickness.
planned to upload some pics of pets i took there but don't know what happen,the pics unable to upload....
sorry guys....

p.s.the porcupine is sooooooooooooo cute!wish to own one as my pet.forget to take a pic of porcupine...

AH~~~~~~~~~~!

why am i screaming?
seriously....i don't know...
feel kinda blur....
don't know...
whatever~!

what am i busy with recently?i'm not sure...
i don't know...
haiz~

well...i'm still working there this month...
need to work till 30th April.
regret for promising the boss to work...
anyway,i can take leave anytime i like.
that's my 'syarat' if i continue to work.

here are some pictures to share...
suddenly feel like sharing them....
but nothing special.



found this in the storeroom yesterday...feel like taking it home....


porcupine=me!haha~!

porcupine looking at the stars,
making wishes,
hoping her dreams will come true.
<3 stars ^^



little lambs......

these 2 cups are for mother's day...as samples...

this...is so called chinese drawing...does it look like one?
the chinese words...my sis wrote for me because my handwriting=cakar ayam...
hehe...^^

comics.....all look weird except that purple hair guy...
i like the purple hair one because purple hair+green eyes+muscular!
haha~!joking...like that because 'he' look more normal....

this is also a sample...
for the secondary school students...
i've got another sample...white boots...
the pictures is not with me now... :/
i know how to draw but i don't know how to teach...
in the end...the things they draw went wrong...
uh oh....
paiseh la......