lame.....

i feel like blogging yet i don't feel like typing the things happen on me...
i feel like telling someone something yet i don't know who or what i want to tell...
i feel like voicing out my feelings but feel 'shy' to let those close with me know...
i feel a little confuse yet i don't know what i am confuse of...
i just.........
haiz.....
by the way,
although i did talk...
i still think i always run away from others...
when people are chit chatting 2 by 2,
i still walk away because i always think i shouldn't exist or i'm the extra 1....
weird right?
even when others are in a group,i still walk away.
anyone know how to cure this???????
thanks....