fear...

seriously...

i don't understand why...

don't understand why i always live in fear.

i scared almost everything.

not those small little stupid things such as dark,ghost,snakes etc (although i scared some of them :P)

i scared my life will go worst.

i scared i've got no future.

i scared i'll change and become someone horrible and so on.

i don't know why i always scared of things that i never know when will it happen or will it ever happen.

perhaps i'm tooooooo free and nothing distract me from thinking negatively???

uh...

i don't know.

and i guess perhaps i'll never ever know till the end of my life....