voice out....

i told my mum and sis i feel threatened and uncomfortable with her being around...

i said that to someone at last.

do i feel better after saying out?

i'm not very sure with this :(

it's not like i don't like her...

just...

hmm....i don't know.

whatever.

a message for jean mae...

WHERE ARE YOU???

D:

ugly house n chair...

my dear truck chair look like disable wheelchair :'(

anyway,sleepless night produce this house model and that presentation board while the stupid truck chair cause my legs itchy and full of red spots because of the wood T.T

stupid chair buy woods n saw n hammer n sad papers n nails= RM78!!!!!

n the presentation boards for bungalow....

only printing=RM108!!!

6 mounting board that support it=rm3.50 each

DDDDDDDDDDDD':

spent a lot on assignments this month...

6 Presentation Boards :(

ability

i want this ability...

able to sketch fast and accurate and nice...

not focusing on the details but the important points...

i can't 'cause i'm used to focusing on details and don't know how to do things fast and find the main/important parts....

:'(

sorry for the low quality photos...

another view...

really don't know what i am doing.....

what kind of windows i should put at balcony there?i forgot to prepare windows for that part =.=lll

also lack of doors... :((((((

and very lazy to draw them :((((((((

also don't know how to plant the trees.... DDDDDDDDDDD:

also still not sure what colour i should 'paint; the walls thou i think grey's most suitable...

damn...i'm not good in photoshop..

sneakpeak of my 1st bungalow?

i'm what?

i don't know...

i guess i just don't know what to do...

anyway...here's a sneak peak of what i done if anybody cares.....

i don't know how to continue.. :'(

students

i'm like this..

or most of us like this???

the world is not flat ‘kan’…. so don’t be so straight…

LOL

while searching for info bout roofs for my bungalow, i saw this.

http://www.renjuna.com/tag/flat-roof/

what i should know but i didn't...

it's sucks when your quantity surveying friend know more about architecture than you...

well....

feel great when you chat about your course and someone understands it but feel really bad when they know more than you when you should know more than them.

p.s.i don't even know what's rwdp when we were talking about roofs...

need to google it and found out it's actually rain water down paip

=_________________=

responsibility

you know what you suppose to do but you don't do.

what you do is keep on doing things you shouldn't do....

time to wake up girl!!!

my stupid furniture design :/

here's a pic of something i did.

i used up 4 hours just for a simple and ugly and brainless design....

this is a continuation from that damn furniture research.

i feel sooooooooo stupid choosing a chair because the things i 'construct' was never stable and a chair needs to hold a great weight.

to prevent my chair from breaking when lecturer sits on it, i'm going to tell her this chair is construct for kids haha!!! :D

ignore the bluish colour of the pic.

i'm lazy to change back my phone's colour to normal.

zoOm in of my lame designs.....

this is a 'truck' chair!!! :D

you can put books under/in it.

this is a rabbit chair with drawer :)

this....

i didn't even make a little effort to change any of this design.

just copy it from the net.

it's actually a table and i assume it as a chair and a table when you rotate it;)

that's all.....damn simple stuff that able to kill me and make me insomnia for a week that i used a lot of time to complete it :(

these art not some final designs...

any idea how i should improve my design and easy to construct?

i desperately need help DDDDD:

obsessed with contact lenses..

obsessed but don't dare to buy...

LOL weird me right?

let's see...

the 1st choice is this...

http://www.groupon.my/deals/national-deal/beyonce-beauty/715885052?nlp=&CID=MY_CRM_1_0_0_306&a=715827970

RM25 per pair...yearly disposable.

colour lenses,14.5mm diameter

with whatever ISO certified

free delivery.

2nd choice is this...

http://www.everyday.com.my/coupons/it/angelicious_eye.htm

RM28 per pair

colour lenses with casing,16mm diameter.

can each eye 1 power!

free fake eyelashes (which i don't want)

didn't mention that ISO tingy.

free delivery.

which one should i choose if i want to buy?

random again!LOL!!!

cute pikachu!

E.N.D.

End is not the end, in fact E.N.D is "Effort Never Dies" & if you get NO in answer then remember NO is "Next Opportunity" Always be positive ~ !!!!! ♥ XD

someone tagged me this photo and quote.

this is the kind of spirit we should have right?

i hope i can do it :)

feel...

everything feel so wonderful yesterday and today sucks... :(

maybe because yesterday able to chat with both 'yellow' and 'yam' the double Y!

LOL!!!

today need to back to reality and ...

i don't know...

maybe because the train ride make me feel dizzy and i'm feeling down right now........

lazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzziness....

got 'scolded' by my sis because of my lazzzzzzzzziness....

LOL!!!

not that really scold.

just like giving me a sour look and an expression saying what kind of sis is this?

so lazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy yet said interested in this course....

here...

my lazzzzzzzzzzy use brain outcome.

this is from the previous sem but it's done manually and the ting come out quite lame.

down part got big empty blank space due to my tiny handwriting....

this....is the stupid bungalow research that i did for this sem.

when my sis saw it she said why no difference in your stuff from your previous assignment?

this one is the damn furnitures.for this sem too but different subject...

well....she said why you always black and white?

i was like LOL!i don't know colours.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

should i make some effort squeezing my brain making some design on it?

argh.....i am damn damn damn lazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy at the moment....

scold me guys...so that i'll change.

what you see? :)

i saw outgoing 1st...

then ego,passionate and insecure...

and this 4 is soooooooooooooooo

not related....

p.s.i don't think i'm outgoing or ego...

passionate maybe sometimes and insercure i know..

ALL the time... :(

tables and chairs....

why i can't make it?

because i don't know how to think out of the box....

i guess the most important part of designing/being creative is think out of the box which i really sucks in it.

my ?researches?

the chairs....

the side tables.....

p.s.i think the tables are cooler :)

so....i still don't know what to do :/

ok...someone gonna scold me when see me behaving this way.

always uncertain about everything.....haiz.....

crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy-ing

i am driving myself crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy............

=(

girls,if you are asked to design furniture what you'll choose?

table?chair?lamp?cabinet?multipurpose box? multipurpose use design?

end product=make a scale 1:1 model !!!

and the 'furniture'= real.

can function.

help me choose please~

i don't know how to make choices....

next week need to pass up the research for the furniture of my choice!

another one is bungalow...

i got difficulties in finding BIG photos to fit in A1 paper....

and i am lack of info about bungalow research.

i don't know what kind of info i should have for my 'dear~~~' bungalow.....

work=?

yesterday was my last day working as a promoter in jaya jusco.

someone asked me how i feel on my last working day.

i can't answer.....

i don't know what i feel.

all i remember is on the first few days i keep thinking time please pass faster.

i sucks in this.i DON'T LIKE this job at all.

what i get from this 20+ working days?

found out i really sucks in communication.

work for almost 1 month and i only get a new friend.

as i know most of the promoters there part timer or full timer or whatever they get lots of friends just in one day and can communicate so well with each other as if they are old buddies.

if i am like them,will my life be easier and happier?

anyway,i'm glad i worked during my sem break.

at least i don't have time to think negative stuff. :)

another random tingy...

i want to be the 'geli' one ;)

我要做geli的那个

悲观的人要think positive难到死，

乐观的人要无端端think negative也会geli到死，

两种不是真的死掉的死法虽然都是死，

可是我宁愿我是会觉得geli到死的那个人~

我要乐观，我要正面，我要热血沸腾！

We deserve a better life ,cheers!

copy this from a malaysian artist's blog...LOL

random :)

i think this is so true...

how to make me sleep?

counting sheep not working......

i'm tired but i can't sleep :'(

i am ruining my image every working day...

ok...i mean i never had a good image and i am making it worst when i'm working with my friend.

so..it's true that friends can't work together/become workmate but workmate can be friends...

p.s.i'm also making myself like an idiot in front of everyone :(

i know i got serious attitude problems but i don't know how to change.

or should i say i don't have the determination to change?

everyone is getting fed up with me.

i've change a lot?

from bad to worst.

and yet i don't know since when all this changes start and don't know how to stop it....

last project pavilion

the not very complete version of my completed pavilion. :)

so....

this is what i did.

this stuff cause me lack of sleep and my dark circles still with me... :(

this 5 are the presentation boards.

start with 1:the maps,key,location n site plan.

2:idea and concept

(the most not satisfy because it looks really weird and i don't know how to make it look goodT.T)

3:the elevations,plans and sections.

(my sections got 1 i drew wrongly :[)

4:details and construction details

(copy from a book and modify a little)

5:3D perspective view interior and exterior

(suppose whole board use comp but i only print pictures because i can save money.use RM6 instead of RM35)

this...is my model the cacated siput.

it's not that nice but at least better than the previous pig intestine that i didn't post.

i think i lost my pig intestine model photos.

should've show you all how ugly that was.

thanks to Gin for helping me the lousy photographer to take photos of my model.

at least it look much more better in photos.

if you think this model is ok, give me support by clicking like in facebook :)

THANKS!

sneak peak 2!

share a few photos first because not free yet to organize them.also connection not good.

credits to Gin for borrowing the camera and helping me to take the photos of this 'snail'.
(iamabadphotographer)

tomorrow last exam.

wish me luck!;)

p.s.i don't think anyone will come to my blog this few days....

curve....

other people's curvy design is so modern and my curvy design make the whole thing come out sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo kolot...

T.T

why???

never mind....continue do assignment...tomorrow morning dateline

dateline=die day

postponed.....

i should be happy or sad?

my find project assignment due date postponed to 14 sept moral.

15 sept morning exam moral...

i actually feel quite disappointed with the postponed..shh.......

oh my...

when others see this they'll kill me....

ii'm not so happy with the postponed not because i'm soooo good girl do all my work on time...

it's just...

feel like no reason to blame 'not enough time' for my ugly model...

my ugly model is i progress...

did some and it's really ugly.

is it the confidence problem or my design really ugly or i don't like my design at all?

i guess all the above.....

i don't like my design,

i don't have confidence in making good stuff,

i don't trust myself and worst of all.....

i sucks in making model!!!!!

the whole model always get dirty or senget!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T.T

sneak peak?a little part of my final project...

my 'drawing skill' quite rough....lots of shouldn't make mistake there.

i simply do because don't really got the mood and quite boring with it....

an ugly design starts its presentation here ;)

a stupid shell structure pavilion.

snail like(my sis said look more like whistle).

anyway,they look really rough....and i'm lazzzzzzzzzy to touch up.

maybe will do when feel like doing so ;)

junior?

i saw an ex-mgsian at KL Sentral.
met the girl that always wrote stories and left them in my desk.
we used to read and comment about her stories when we were in form two.
we were so young.....
now?
:'(

penang again!❤

this time with family :)

whe to penang on the 30th morning and came back ipoh in the evening on 31st August.

i feel better after going to a simple trip like this.

maybe because it's with family.

nothing can replace family and i always feel great when i'm close with them.

at least i can feel like there's something i worth living for.

but don't know why i can't take this reason to force myself study hard.

let's talk bout my trip :)

ignore the sad part of my life and enlarge the happy parts!

LOL

*idon'tknowwhatamicrappingabout*

i don't feel like posting the photos because i look UGLY!!!!!!!!

i'll still post since i wish to share with you girls :)

lazzzzzzzy to edit to make the photos look better.

hope you guys enjoy seeing the photos.

we ate seafood as dinner!

i❤crab!!!!!!!!!!!!

YUMMY~!