last week....hmm~

well...
lots of things i wanted to post but too lazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy.............
hmm~
should i post?
post to share with you all...
haha=D

[last time i post blog because i wanted to voice out my feelings,want to release stress....now i wanted to let my friends(although not many)to know what's happening around me and hope they'll do the same through blogging ^^]

okay...let's start from....
Sunday...
1st day of CNY...
didn't go out...
stay in the house for almost whole day...
3 pm something,when to aunt's husband's family there because we got nothing to eat...
pathetic huh?

Monday...
planned to wake up early and go out with my sister to watch Percy Jackson and The Lighting Thief...
my 'good sis' woke up late~~~
get surprise visit from relatives that stayed behind my grandpa's house...
(here=jln 10...their house=jln 8)
that aunt(kam mou) and her daughters help cooking...even my grandpa cooked because my aunt(E E)said she don't know how to cook abalone with mushroom...
get a little lecture from grandpa saying my sis and i woke up late and didn't help...

i woke up 9am something...just that i don't dare to go downstair because i got human phobia....
i hate lots of people....
due to my sis that's always late in almost everything...
i got a little angry...
told her cancel our go out plan and cancel the treat her eat promise...

while having our branch(breakfast+lunch/2 in 1),he friend sms her asking her out!
well...
i went along...since got 'shun fong che' and her friend don't mind...
went out with 2 girls younger than me by 2 years....
i feel soooooooooooo old..........
i didn't talk much...
just walk behind them...
we watched percy jackson...nice movie!
the Medusa is damn cool!
wear sunglasses!haha=D
watch it if you got time=)
before we go home,had our lunch at Why why cafe...
<3 mocha! haha =D
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Tuesday
some MGS form 5 2009 was having 'reunion'....
only science class girls know about it...
i've did a little investigation before saying that..
although i got invited...i didn't went there because not the organiser invite me...
out of desperation....
i went out with another gang...
the 'always late' gang...
they said 12pm woor...
i reached parade at around 12.15pm...
since i do not have a mobile phone yet...
i used the public phone...
get the number from someone else because i don't memorize numbers...
keep calling but nobody answered...
very obvious they'll be late...
waites more than half hour...i got mad...
planned to walk alone for 1 hour++ then called my aunt to fetch me home...
whlile walking alone...met chi lai may...
later...i met ho zi yan and her gang...
they looked shocked...due to the way i dress i guess...and also maybe because i walked alone...
i feel weird because that day i dress like a girl............
i wore those jeans shorts...and some girly clothes..blouse?don't know what's that...
whatever...also planned to wear boots to shocked them but when i think again...no...
1st...too girly...that's all i can do wearing girly clothes because the type of t-shirt with hood that i wear not on sale anymore...got also all not nice=(
2nd 2 of them is shorter than me...
1 of them...wore high heels...yet..she's still a little shorter than me..
they reached 1.30pm++!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!
i met them on my way window shopping alone at the 4th floor...
they were extremely late...
thus,we can't get a room to sing k...
they brought movie tickets...
we watched Big Soldier(something like that)...
DON'T WATCH~~!NOT NICE~~~~~~~~!!!!!
i don't understand why the audiences(except me) laughing like mad although not funny...
is it funny when jacky chen poke lee hom wang's wound?
i kinda regretted for not being muka tembok...
for not going to that reunion thingy...
i was there wondering did TMF,CKM,YWM and HAN went?
long time didn't see them...
the last time i met my science class friends was during maths paper i guess...
can't remember...
how was the gathering?
i never know because nobody post photos in fb...

tuesday night...get called from aunt again....4th time i guess...
told her my mum not back yet...
she said she'll reach around 8pm something but 12am still not here yet...
get a little worry but believes that nothing bad will happened...
my 16 years old sis sms uncle Cambridge...haha=D
asked him is my mother back...he gave my sis a few call...
each half hour once to asked bout my mum..
bla bla bla...lazzzzzzzy to talk bout their conversation but quite funny!haha=D
my sis answered 3 times...then she beh tahan...turned to silent mood...


Wednesday...
morning...found out that my mum reached ipoh around 1.30am...
she reached my house because uncle cambridge thought we were there although i heard my sis telling him we are in our grandpa's house a few times...
blur man....
my mum cleaned up the house immediately after she reached until 8-9 in the morning!
WOW~!
also get lecture by my mum because grandpa's house is kinda dirty......
saying my sis and i didn't clean up and so on...
well...cleaned up the room upon her order and tell her my cousins' room worst but she said"don't compare with messy people.you both make me feel like i'm a failure."
after cleaned up...she still thinks it's messy....
well...well...well...
whatever...haha!

night...
stayed at home....
thought night either go LCS's house or my boss's house but in the end i stayed at home...
LCS canceled her CNY party...boss there...don't feel like going....
we went back to our own house...got some presents!
clothes~!the kind of jackets i like!
all with hood but too bad...
malaysia=hot...
wear jacket=superb hot!
haiz~~~~~~
got boots too~!
without heels!
the boots design kinda cool...
will upload if i got the chance...

Thursday...
breakfast...went out with family...ate dim sum.
then,went out with Amanda and my sis...
at 1st i feel like rejecting her but she's kinda pity...
every friend she called..all either working or busy and something else...
i'm the only one free....so...i went out again.
at first...went Jusco...to sing k...
then failed to get room again...
we went to parade(3rd time in parade in the same week!) to see is there any room left..
none~~~
knew it...
then we went bowling....
my thumb nail 'terputus' while 'throwing' that bowling ball!


fat vivien~~~~~~~~
see~~~!fattest of them all~~~~~!shortest of them all~~!and weirdest!
all normal except me..i looked stupid!

there is more photos although i am not willing to take...
she loooooooooooooooooove taking pics....
haiz~~~~

my sis and i went home by town bus because my mum's phone turned to silent mode!!!!!!
she didn't know we called!
after we reached the nearest station to our house,we walked half hour under the hot sun to reach the cozy little house....
luckily brought an ice-cream...
eat while walking...much more cooler....^^

Friday....
did some boring stuff....

Saturday....
START WORKING~~!:'(
didn't ate my breakfast...boss forgotten my request!
last two class...
i teach alone~~!
got 1 teacher absent...sick!
luckily not many students...if not ...D.I.E.
haha~!

Sunday..
work work work...
then..........
ate roti canai as dinner...
the end......
boring right?:P

1st day of CNY....我哭了...

at 1st...i planned to type everything in chinese because i don't want you all to know what happen but in the end....
i failed to do so because i want you all to know...
to give me support...
to give me solution...
to.....
help me...

a day before...i was happy...
now...i'm down...
haiz~~~weirdo...

around 2pm++ my aunt(father's side) called.
she said my uncles will be there on the 3rd day of CNY...
she asked me are we going to Johor....
i said i don't know...
my mum will only be back on the 3rd day of CNY...


i don't know what should i say...
i feel bad about this...
my aunt has been calling us lots of times asking are we going to Johor...
everytime...
we let her down...
everytime...
we said don't know...
i hate this feeling...
i hate replying her this way....

she has been calling us a few times....
asking our situation and so on...
yet...we not even called her for once...
NOT EVEN ONCE~~~~!!!!!!!!
ARGH~~~~I'M SUCH A JERK~~~~~~~~!

i'm not good in chatting through phone...
i don't know what to say...
(stupid excuse...)

her life is not much better than ours...
she and her husband having difficulties these few years...
yet i don't even call them once...
didn't do anything that show i'm concern about them...
i don't worth to be a human!

last year,her husband fell down while repairing air-conditional...
broke his legs...quite serious...
but we didn't go there to visit him...
haiz~
during such long holidays....after my SPM...
we still didn't go there to visit them...
WHY?!
BECAUSE I AM SOOOOOOOO USELESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
18!
don't even know how to take care myself.
can't even convince my mum that i can bring my sisters there to visit my aunt and my grandparents.
don't even know how to take a bus there.
don't even know where my aunt actually stays.
and worst of all..
i'm 路痴！
i don't recognize roads and places!
i'm STUPID! WORTHLESS! USELESS!
argh~!IDIOT T.VIVIEN!!
I HATE YOU~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!

i know a friend that always go to KL alone.
know how to take a bus there all by herself...
ALONE!SINCE 13!!!!!!!!!
yet~i can't do it although i've reached 18!
useless!!!!!!!!!!!

get too depress...cry a while quietly...
no one notice i guess...
went to sleep to run away from the real world...
just like the me in the past...
i thought i've change...
i thought i've found the meaning of my life.
i thought i can be a better person.
thought i'll dare to go for my dreams and be much more stronger than now but no....
i'm still a failure...

lucky that i was working last month...
if not...i'll have too much time to think about nonsense and get much more crazier and depress than now...
i need work to 'drunk' me...
to prevent me from thinking things that make me sad...
to prevent me from thinking i'm useless and worthless......

argh~please tell me where i can find the value of living as me...
i need to know where and how i can find confidence...
i need it desperately.....

p.s.i thought i can take and let go friendship easily because since i'm a little abnormal girl...
i knew nothing will last long include friendship...i'll be grateful if i can be a friend of someone more than 3 years but i am becoming more and more...greedy...i wish the ship will be floating longer.....

why do i suddenly say such things?
because....
i'm jealous....
nobody ever invited me to gathering and stuff like that....
jealous because my sis will be going out with her friends during CNY week...
jealous because no one ever invited me sincerely to hang out together...
jealous because everytime i wanted to go out...
i've to take the 1st step!
i need to say it out!
i need to be'muka tembok' saying i wish to go too or why don't you invite me?or holidays you all got activities or not?can i join?
WHY I MUST SAY OUT WHAT I WANT AND MAKE MYSELF EMBARRASS while others don't need to!!!
what can i say?F-A-T-E....
or maybe....报应...

i've got nothing now except a few pimples on my face that disturb me a lot...1st time get this lot of pimples on my face!argh~

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~~~~~!

ignore me...
i'm crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy~~~~!:P

today last day~!
tomorrow holiday~!
YAY~!

just now end work that time boss gave all the workers BIG FAT ANGPAU~!
wow~~~~~~~!
got RM50~ANGPAO!
yeah~!
haha~!
happy because getting more $$!

1 thing i still very weak in....
i've no confidence in teaching...
haiz~...
i wish i can do better and get more $$!
haha~!
me=mata duitan.....
hmm~MUST study hard...
MUST further study....
gonna try to get scholarship...
can't get also will try my best to do what i like...
i've decided....
no matter what happen...
i'm going for interior design~!
can't get scholarship...i'll borrow PTPTN or something else....
expensive also gotta try...
i don't want to regret in future...
only in 'terdesak' circumstances...i'll go for business since i still got a little interest in it...
worst circumstances only i'll go form 6...
hope i don't have to take this choice....

wish me luck~!
everyone!HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~~~!
p.s.haha~!i'm soooo in holiday mood...only want to enjoy life as much as i can for this whole week...:)
get back to work soon and get $$ soon before kena fired...haha=D

preparation for CHINESE NEW YEAR=D

nice a not?nice a not?nice leh~i decorate them gah....
haha~!perasan~~~:P
let's comment about that 2 tigers biting the red paper...
those red papers written chinese words...
those wishes thingy...
i asked my aunt to write since her writing is nice...
teached her how to draw and colour the tiger(as shown in the photos above)
hers is boy boy...because easier...
i draw girl girl...

those 2 big lanterns hung last week...
small laterns...last year...
haha~didn't take them down...
lazzzzzzzzzzzzy~~~~~~~~~~

the 2 kites...
teacher just gave us back...
they were used during exhibition 2009...
now i used them here since there's no place to keep them...
haha=D

the middle one...
i've posted it in the previous post...
too small...
and i've use the wrong colours...
haiz~~~~
not attractive enough....

two days ago i helped to clean the fans....
it was extremely tiring~~~~~~~~~!
i have to climb a supurb long stairs and need to be at the top step~~!
to be honest....
my legs were shaking....a little bit only...


promised to clean up those windows as well but tooooooooo lazzzzzzzy after cleaning the fans...
the windows make me feel yucks~!
lots of spider web...
and dust and some UNKNOWN RED EGGS~~~~~!
YER~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I DON'T WANT TO TOUCH THEM!
I DON'T WANT TO CLEAN THOSE WINDOWS~~~~!
HELP~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!

p.s.saturday onwards=holiday~!yay~!
will start working next friday....

the tigers....

this is the tiger for group A(younger kids)...


this is for group B...
standard 4-6...or maybe some 13 years old kids....
both tigers are my sample...
all teachers need to make two...
got a teacher's...i mean helper's tigers got rejected...
when she's not there...the person in charge asked me to throw i away...
i feel...weird...
wasted or because feel bad for her?
don't know...
luckily that day she didn't walk to the dustbin...if not...
she'll sure heartbroken.

perhaps both of these tigers look simple BUT when you have to combine their hands,ears,cap/flower and sticking all those side flowers and those red colour thingy...
you have to waste lots of time....
i cut flowers until crazzzzzzzy already....

anyway,this week morning i don't need to work anymore because all these tigers done~!
unfortunately,their owner don't appreciate our hard work...
they still not yet come and claim their tigers....
ipoh garden all rich people...
i don't think they mind...
I.G. got around 15-20 tigers without owner...
P.P....not sure...i wasn't there...
I.J. got around 20-30 tigers....
hope they'll come and take them soon...
if not...they really wasted lots of our time....

ASSIGNMENTS!!!
argh~!
most of them busy with college/uni assignments...
i'm busy with???
art assignment?
job assignment?
what's the suitable name for it?
hmm~
here's another sample for the next lesson...


completed it last friday...
she gave another assignment similar to this...
now i don't know how to draw another one because while meeting....
i didn't pay much attention and i can't see those sample clearly... ='(
anyway,this is know as 四色画...4 colours painting...
gold,red,black and white.
students are freely to draw any animals from those 12 chinese zodiac...
the drawing require patterns....
any pattern but need to have their tone and rederm...[don't know how to spell ='( ]
the rederm pattern thingy....2nd generation of this assignment...
help~~~~~~!
any idea how should i do it?
thanks a lot IF you all are willing to contribute some ^.^

happy~!

do you know???
that act pity actually works~!
WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA~! :p

yesterday i got my salary~!
he paid me RM800 instead of RM650~~~~~~~~!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~!
i went to take my envelope of cash $$ after other teachers took because i don't like to be the 1st...
hehe~~
when i take mine,he said...
"i've change ur pay,erm...hmm~this is the right one ...you take this correct la...
no need to be so 'shen fu'..."
i was a little blur~then i smiled.
it means he pay me more???
oh~!should i open the envelope now?should i?
no....vivien~~~
go home 1st...mind your manner~
nv
when i reached home...1st thing i did was open the eelope~!(duh~)
told my sis i've got RM800~!
"you see~!act pity does work~!"
"what you did?told him you went to see doctor although you didn't?"
"nope!i said nothing today~just...
erm...you know...Sunday night when i was sick like mad...he saw my extremely pucat face...
on the way back,your friend that work as part time teacher told us how gooooood her life is as the youngest...
i just 'chen yit lao' said that's why i hate being the eldest...when i get my salary,i need to give some to my grandpa,,then some to my mum.plus~my phone spoil~!haiz~~~~~!(while saying those...i was coughing madly)"
"syok la you~!no need give petrol money or anything else...can get RM800..."
"hehe~"


i guess that's the reason he increases my salary...


or maybe....




OH NO~~~~~~~~~!HE READ MY BLOG~~~~!!!!
OMG~~~~~~!!!!!
haha~!
impossible....

another reason...maybe he saw my face written "What the~~~,you mean the actual pay is RM800?!i'm going to quit!"

or maybe...the female boss helped me....

well...i don't know....
anyway,i don't really care as long as i get more $$!
haha :D

i'm mata duitan~!
hmm~~~now feel like buying contact lens because that day went out with cousin....
got influence...
reasons i wanted to buy con...
1.i look like a pig when i wear specs~!
2.i can't see things clearly without specs especially when the female boss show us the samples before she gives us assignment....
3.RM140...3 pairs of con...got colour and got the enlarge eyes function!much more cheaper and better than the 1 i bought for grad nite... feel like having a new look during CNY and give my mum a shock since she'll be back on the 3rd or 4th day of CNY!
yeah~~~~~~~~~!
haha~!
i'm old but still miss my mum...
mum here=no need take care sis!
no more chores!
yeah~!
lalalalala~~~~~~~~~
haha~!

sick...mentally or physically???hmm~

yesterday supposed to end working around 7.15pm but there's a meeting...
so...
around 10pm only can go home ='(
after being soooooooo busy for a month...
i got mad...

well...
where should i start telling my boring story?
hmm~
after cleaning up the place...i thought i've got nothing else to do...
i sat there for a while until the male boss notice...
he wanted me to those lame secondary students that are extremely slow...
why?because their parents are waiting...he hates parents being in the centre looking at the way teachers work because parents will see all those 'kelemahan'.
went in to check out what thing i can help...
told him i can't because those are the things they should do themselves...
nothing much left for me to do...
they are puting those got glitter around something ike this...
name as fu wa...

how can i help?that's the only thing left the time they were making...

except one thing i didn't tell him...
his adopted daughter's got something else that i can help but i don't dare to help because i scared i'll spoil the red paper she cut~!
(you'll know what red paper i'm talking about after you see the photo i post along...)
here it is...
the red paper behind the fu wa...
this is mine...
not very nice because not talented in cutting papers...
other people's all very special and nice....
but proud to say that although the chinese words i know not but but i can write better...i mean nicer than 70% of those from chinese school...


to make myself looked busy,i went to 处理(sorry...i don't know the english word of this)those things from Ipoh Garden centre...such as check and tick those things the kids done or completed.
completed doing that quite fast...when he came in again...he saw me doing nothig...
ARGH~!
hate it~~~~~!
he catch me to wash those glue bottles...pouring all the remaining glue in 1 glue bottle and wash the rest...
while washing those glue bottles...suddenly another helper/teacher gave me 4 more glue bottles!
need to wash 7!!!!!!!!!
and not easy to wash because those bottles covered up with glitter!
OMG!
haiz~~~
i got mad!
wash those sticky stuff in an angry mood because the female boss told me my youngest sister's tiger...
i mean CNY artwork...
not complete yet...
not even stapler those ears,flower and so on until it look like a complete tiger with those....haiz~
don't know how to describe...
have to show you all a photo of it but i didn't take photos for those art work...don't have the change since my phone spoil i i've got no camera although i always took my grandpa's camera(without permission) to take photos for those art work(but i only use it inside the house)
perhaps i'll upload it later....
back to the get mad part...
i was mumbling while washing those bottles...
"WHAT~!i've make hundred of those tigers YET my sis 1 is incomplete!!!
@#%$^*&*^^#%@#$@$^%%@!!!!!!!
then ...
i started to...
LOO!
Lack Of Oxygen...
i can't breathe....
being sooo busy and yet get bully~!
*flashback-i-n-g while LOO...
a day before he said out by accident about my paid!
very obvious he's bullying me...
said for those form five graduate like me get RM650=a lot!(so irony) ...studying form 6=waste time if don't want go government Uni...
"as an employer...of course i want to employ the form five graduate because i can pay RM650 instead of RM800"
i got kinda angry but didn't explode yet.
i really wanted to scold him
'DO YOU REALLY THIK RM650 IS A LOT TO ME!HUH!TO ME IT'S ACTUALLY NOT ENOUGH AT ALL!!!!
I'M THE STINGY TYPE...
I WANT TO PUT AT LEAST 90%OF MY SALARY IN BANK SINCE I'M STILL HAVING THE KIDS/TEEN ACCOUNT THAT GOT HIGHER INTEREST FOR FEW MORE MONTHS BUT I CAN'T BECAUSE MY MUM WANT ME TO GIVE 10% TO MY GRANDPA AND I WANT TO GIVE AT LEAST 10 % TO MY MUM!PLUS MY PHONE SPOIL BUT THE PAY U ARE GOING TO GIVE ME WON'T BE ENOUGH FOR ME TO BUY A NEW 1!
WHEN YOU 1ST SAID RM650 I THOUGHT ONLY WORK AS TEACHING...YOU DIDN'T SAID MORNING HAVE TO WORK SOOOO LONG HOURS....!
WHEN YOU SAID rm650 I WISHED TO SAY HUH...SOOOO LOW BUT I DIDN'T BECAUSE OF THAT STUPID WORD NAME AS MANNER! I QUIT~!'

but i didn't do so...because i want to get my money 1st before i shout....
i force myself to calm down although i can't breathe until tears almost came out...
really very serious LOO...

while other teachers were eating...
i was still there cleaning up those sticky stuff...
none of them came to help me...
also none help me to make my youngest sister's tiger although i purposely took it out and put it on the table before i went back to wash those things...
got even angrier but still keep quiet...
the boss brought burgers...
not those McDs burger...it's those burgers that Malay hawker sell...
he brought 2 extra....
i ate 2 burgers....
since he's paying me less..i'm going to eat back those pay i should get...
whenever i reach early...i drank milo...
took from office...
i've drank 4 packets...
saturday morning suppose don't have breakfast...
told him i'm too tired to wake up and prepare my own breakfast...
requested to have breakfast provided on saturday...
temporary only ate once....

those stupid mood of mine make me sick...
my flu was a little more serious than usual(since i'm sick 365 days a year)on sunday morning...
why?because saturday working whole day with a sick teacher...
sunday worst...
work together with the female boss....
her sick was kinda serious....
until her voice change~~~and cough continuously...

after finish washing in angry mood...i started to cough continuously...
start minor difficultly in breathing...
keep quiet throughout the meeting...
feel like telling the boss i wanted to quit but when i speak my voice change....
when i get the chance to say...
i lost my voice and the LOO get more serious...

boss sent me home...
i reached home with the serious sickness...
cough none stop...
trying to breathe but can't really breathe...
when my aunt and cousin saw...the shocked because they didn't see before...
my cruel and cold hearted younger sis having no reaction...
i tried a few methods to make myself better yet i still suffer serious LOO for around half hour!
they asked me wanted to see doctor or not...
i can't reply normally...
said"no need...*cough few times...*doctor *coughs* useless... *coughs* can't help me..."

when i get a little better i told them sick because got other teacher sick and i can't be in air-condition room too long...
usually being in air-cond room for more than 2 hours will make me LOO..
now working 1 month only LOO=very good...
maybe this can be a good reason for me to said i want to quit...
haha~!

told my aunt he didn't paid.
my aunt told me it's against the law for not paying after 7th every month...
yesterday was 7th...
he didn't pay.
he blames those part time teachers...said they didn't close their accounts...
thus,he can't pay yet...he need to pay according to the budget and some lame excuses...
feel like telling him THIS GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH FULL TIME TEACHER!IDIOT~!

haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~~
feel like want to sue him but don't worth leh~~~~~='(

yesterday went out for a few stuff...
hmm...
1st of all...
went out to eat.
then bla bla bla...not important..
after sent my youngest sis and my cousin to school my aunt and i went to greentown.
last week i've got a letter.
from PNB(Pemodalan Nasional Berhad).
scratched my head while opening it since i've got no idea about this PNB tingy~~~
found out i won a consolation prize in a drawing competition that i can't even remember i participated in...=.=lll
when i decided to take part,i thought i'll get cash...
after i get this letter only i know the prize is RM100 for consolation but need to open an account.
(Hadiah dalam bentuk Unit Amanah PNB[Amanah Saham Gemilang-Pendidikan])
don't have further information from that letter.
so...have to search online.
still blur although i've get some information from some website....
luckily i found the location of this PNB/ASBN thingy...
went there but can't open an account because my guardian that went there with me is not my mum or dad or grandparents...
haiz~~~
get a little information about this ASG unit trustfrom the blur workers there...
they don't even know about the competition...
swt~~~
feel worst when i can't remember a thing about unit trust although i've study about them for two years~~~~!!!!
but only 2-3 chapters la...
haiz~~~
i am sooooooooooooo useless....='(

later i asked my aunt to bring me to a shop...boutique?
whatever...all the clothes there are RM25 and below.
saw it 2 weeks ago on my way going home from ipoh garden's centre.
written on a huge banner全场RM25.
now only i notice i don't know that shop's name...haha!
whatever...
planned to buy new year clothes for my youngest sis there since they look good and cheap.
also planned to find some for myself but both mission failed.

those clothes very nice and cheap but so not my type...
i don't wear those mini skirts,spaghetti stripes,tube and shorts....
all so lady like...
clothes designs nice but i won't wear plus if i wear....
我的肥肉会很明显~！怕别人不知道我胖吗？我才不要叻！哈哈~！
purposely wrote..
i mean type in chinese because i don't want some of you know what i'm saying:P

youngest sis also unable to buy because those clothes either tooooo big or tooooo small...
haiz~
kids should enjoy CNY right?
should have at least 3 new clothes la..
for people like me...
gone through a lot...
CNY don't really have special meaning anymore...
not those naive angpau and new things...
not those pretty fireworks that causes pollution...
also not those mature and happy feelings because of those'mulia' reunion thingy...

just ...
nothing...
whatever~~~

oh yea...yesterday in that RM25 shop i met karen..
chat a bit because she's the one say hi 1st...
asked her something stupid...
also told her that kole is now studying in UTAR because she told me she might be going there and kole will be going too...

something else to post but forgotten because type blog halfway then went to watch video jor~~~
hehe~~~