report card.....haiz~

today i get back my report card...
average percentage increase a few marks only...
other people ALL improve a lot...
i'm failure....
haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
art class only 1 girl get straight As...
her GPK 1.++...
she got 1st...
whole form.....
i'm kind of curious what marks they get...
i want to know i lose by how many marks....
mid year whole form i got 2nd...
this time...
i got 5th...
haiz~~~~~~~~~
i knew it...
i didn't study much....
i.................
speechless..................................................
my GPK is 2.70...
next step/aim...
SPM need 2 get better than forcast result...
i don't think i can do it...
the forcast result....
teachers all give As except sejarah.......
forcast result too good...
i am not that good...
i can't do it....
haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
where can i get the confidence,the energy and the determination to do better than the forcast result?if you know how and where to get it...tell me ok?
give me some support so that i can know is support able to give me energy...
thanks...
haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~~

thief or ghost???

just now my youngest sis went upstair...
she tried to open the room door BUT the door is locked!
she asked me to open for her...
i told her it's not lock,open again...

my aunt tried to open for her BUT she also can't open...
i was shocked.i didn't lock the room...
the room doesn't has keys so it was locked from INSIDE!!!!!!!
ah~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
who's in there?
younger sis said "perhaps it's like last time...
you know~theif....
stupid thief...went in to the poorest room...
we got no money in there....lame...
plus,the room got no door for the thief to run away and all the windows are locked."
(some cage like thingy...)
me:............
thief...what???!
i went upstair and tried to open the door...
BANG IT!!!but still can't opened..
i see through the key hole...
i saw nobody....
my aunt scared...she gone out and came back with lots of villagers!!!
together they kicked,bang and do lots of things to make that door open...
around 10-15 minutes the door opened...
proven it's locked from inside BUT who locked it?!
nobody was in the room!!!
all of them shocked because it is not possible for the door to locked inside itself.
the wind can't do that...wind can only close the door not lock...
inside got two locker...
one of them is the hard to lock type..
need to push very hard to lock it...
how the wind does that??
if there was thief inside...where was the thief?
how the thief managed to get out???
weird......
ghost???????
not possible...
the sun is so bright and the ghost did such lame thing?
crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzy~~~
any idea who lock the door?
let's solve this mystery together...

the truth of the world....

a friend of mine found out about the strong selfishness of human being...
at last she found out...
she thinks the world is cruel...
humans...
most of them only care for themselves and the people that are important to themselves...
well...
i told her it's normal...
humans born with sin...
born to be selfish...
when you start to see the world,
you'll decide what kind of person you want to be...
just ignore those being selfish...
i'm selfish too!
haha!
as long as don't be extremely selfish...ok?
she just=(

during a party,
she saw some people only care for their own gang...
the time they need to arrange chairs for the party,
she saw some people only form a circle for her own gang and stop arranging...
wait for others to arrange themselves although they are suppose to arrange for everyone...
then,she saw those who not so likeable one being left out...
she just asked the not so likeable one to sit with her and her gang eventhough her gang don't like the not so likeable girl...
others...just ignore pretend as if they can't see her.
she said something else...
planning to said something else about the selfishness she saw in that party but due to some circumstance...she didn't have the chance to tell me.
i wish to know more...
anyway,she conclude her feelings by saying "i wish this party don't exist."

p.s.i feel kind of weird because most of the people enjoyed the party.
perhaps she's like my past...when everyone so in the party mood,she sat alone observing others...
saw the weakness of human being and thinks the world is scary...full of bad guys...
i told her 1 thing...
you know why last time i always disturb you and try to be your friend?
because i see you as a good person...
no matter how bad you try to be,you sure failed!
haha!:P

i failed...

everyone!punch me!!!
i failed to not online...
haiz......
yesterday or the day before...i can't remember...
i read someone's blog...
talking about birthday party/birthday celebration again...
i'm kind of jealous...
weird...
i seldom jealous...
i wish i'll also get the chance to have some kind of birthday celebration but...
but i'm not sure do i really want to have one...
family?
usually buy a cake/use the cake for father's day as my birthday cake.
eat cake...
that's all.
friends?
they won't have the time to celebrate with me...
i'm a nobody...
a nobody....
even IF i get the birthday celebration,
i don't think it will be fun...
those friends i'm close with not close with each other....
everything will be weird...
better don't have...
i'll imagine my dream birthday party...
perhaps it will be better.
dream~~~
i'm dreaming~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

22 October 2009

after english literature class...
i waited for my aunt to come to fetch me.
i told her to come at 2.45pm although i know the class usually ends before that.
i just don't want her to wait and...
i think i purposely want her to come later so that i got the chance to chit-chat with my friends
i thought i will talk to them while waiting for car.
yesterday e.l. class ends at 2.30pm.
suprisingly,yesterday everyone went home early!!!
straight away get into the car once they came out.
i've got no chance to talk to them

well,even if they are here for me...i can't guarantee i'll talk to them.
i am kind of like last time.
start walking away whenever i see humans...
only some of them i don't run away from.
i scared i'll hide from everyone soon.
scared i'll go to the library to hide during reccess...
really scared i'll be like that again.
i tried my very best to talk to them but i don't know why i won't approch my closer friends if they are with a gang of their close friends(those not so close with me).
i feel like i don't belong there and this cause my run away feeling more serious.
i'm getting more and more not close with all of my friends.
some because i've stopped to go to school by bus.
reach school late...don't have much time to chit-chat with friends.
some...bus mates...my cucu...
i guess they'll forget me soon

back to yesterday's case...
everyone left early.
i was there alone waiting for my aunt.
later,mei foong appear.
we said hi.
that's all.now,don't really have much conversation with her because we don't reccess together anymore.
even if i go and reccess together with them,i won't get the chance to talk.
i don't have the chance.i'm like an outsider.
i don't like that.i rather to be alone.
when people asked me why i don't reccess with them anymore,i lied.
i said i don't want to see the face of the person i hate whom reccess together with them.
that's just an excuse i tell others and an excuse that i tell myself.
i don't want to face the truth that i no longer got chit-chat topic with them.
i just left quietly...to be alone again because being alone is my fate.

mei foong and me got a little conversation.
i think the conversation only start when yjm came.
at 1st,i tried to pretend i can't see her.
she said 'hi' to mei foong.
then said'hey!' to me.
i said 'helo'.
i feel weird.she said 'hey!' in a 'polite' way.
not like the usual harsh tone.
well,not 1st time.everytime we met our voice change.
she become more 'si men' than usual(funny)
and me...become like no voice come out...
don't know why.maybe because once 'fan min'.
now feel weird.
the moral of the story is...
don't ever fan min with any of your friends because even the wound is recover,there will still be a scar there.
haiz.......

yjm:(to mei foong)what time you go home?
mei foong:how would i know?my mum come then i go home la...
yjm asked that more than 3 times...
then,mei foong talked about basketball.said she's interested in learning how to play basketball.
said her brother teach her,play with her brother.
yjm:you need to be very tall to play basketball.
me:(in my brain...i didn't say out'where got!last time my sis played basketball.that time she was short.and suet kee is not tall although taller than me...she represented perak for basketball competition.)
mei foong:no need very tall.my brother only a head taller than me...
me:(huh?like that also not very tall?means i'm very short la...)
mei foong:(to yjm)how tall are you?
yjm:165cm.
me:(huh?don't lie la...where got ar?)
mei foong:got that tall mou ar?
yjm:am i that short?
me:(yes!haha...)
mei foong:.........................(to me)you leh?how tall?
me:huh?well...i don't know...only know i'm shorter than my sis and she'll always tease me when she's free...i think my height is 160cm or below gua...you leh?
mei foong:...........................bye!my car is here.
me:bye
yjm:bye!want me to bang the door for you!
mei foong:no need la!
yjm:what time you go home?
me:i don't know.
mei foong:you ask this question again?!haiyo...
me:=]

i was left alone with yjm.
we got no conversation at all.
i tried to talk but what should i talk about?
in my empty head...:
go and tell her wei!very boring ar...let's chit-chat.i don't want got penyakit kemurungan...
argh...this sounds stupid....
another thing pop into my empty head.wei!yesterday i visited the school blog.
that grad night post got your photo.
the one took at the entrance with tan ping qing and tan jing wen.
argh!this one more lame than the previous one.
of course she already know.sure got people tell her la...
aiya...i just keep quiet better...
wait for her to talk 1st la...although i don't think it will happen...
my aunt...very late!
she came at 3++pm!
i've stand there stupidly waiting with someone in front of me but didn't talk...
lame!argh!!!!!!!
whatever....
she went home before me...
she said bye 1st....
the stupidest thing i did yesterday...
standing stupidly and talk nothing...anyway,she did the same.
just that i looked more stupid.that's all.
yesterday,1 thing for sure.she don't hate me and i don't hate her.
another thing...i don't know why she will only talk to me i front of kole and mei foong.
and.i did the same without reason..haha!

my youngest sis's results......

even worst than my trial results...
how is it possible for a 7 years old girl to get such results?
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!
moral 86
bm pemahaman 60
maths(english)55
english 46
bm penulisan 37!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i don't know after i get all her papers...what will happen....
perhaps i'll die bcz of heart attack....
haiz...................
headache again............

headache.......

this few days don't know why headache...
feel like i'm thinking a lot of things that cause me headache....
but when i think again.....
i think my head is empty...
i'm thinking nothing...yet my head ache.
perhaps i drink too much coffee......

i always shout like mad dog anytime i like...
i know i'm crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy...
yet i always do that.....
my youngest sis...seriously...
i don't know what can i do to help her.
i am the eldest.
i must do something to help her.
yet..i don't know how...
i always lose my patient....
i can't control my anger...
i don't know why everytime i see her face..
i feel like scolding her...
i'm a lame sis...

this 7 years old sis get 37 marks for her bm penulisan!!!!!!!
argh!!!!!!!
how can this happen IF she listen to what teacher say in school?
i bet she's always chit-chatting while teacher is teaching.....
i know it's my fault for not teaching her before she face her exams...
yet i think she need to be responsible for her result....
she.....
she does not think studying is important....
in my opinion,
no matter how hard i tell her to study,
she won't take it seriously...
she need to realise this herself...
i can't do much...
i mean...
well...
i got a friend that's not good in her studies during primary...
she was in the last class....
her parents force her to study but she rebelled...
she starts trying hard when she found out that she's the weakest in her study among all her friends....
she doesn't want to be the last among them...
she wake up and start studying....
she's no longer in the last class...
now she's in the third class...

should i wait for my sis to wake up herself?
i'm afraid it's too late...
well.....
i shouldn't give up now right?
i think i've done nothing....
i should do something to her before i give up...
i wish she has friends thats good in studies because that help a lot....
last time...when i was in my primary school...
my friends are the love study type...
i don't really love studying but at that time i like competition....
i like to win......
we always compete to see who's results better...
that help a lot....
this type of challenge will make someone improve...
even our normal homework like essays we'll compete and see who will get higher marks...
we also exchange exercise books to read each other's essays....
this help all of us improve....
now although we are not close anymore...
sometimes...we're like strangers but still i apprieciate those time...
i wish my sis will meet this kind of friends because friends play a BIG role in a person's life....
we'll easily influence by our friends....

anyway,
i've decided to give her lectures before sleep everynight as bedtime story..
haha!
hope she'll understand....

p.s.just now i fell down!
my left hand(a few fingers) and my left leg hurts!!!!!!!!
OUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dishonest,honest and dishonest again....

another post again...
what happen to me???????????
ARGH!!!
what's happening?
is it everything going against me or i am going against them????????
i think i am changing again...
i am so not like me...
i barely know myself...
i'm going to be better or going worst?
i think i'm going worst...

the story start from the 1st lie...
seriously,
i HATE being dishonest but i don't know why i can't open my mouth whenever i try to tell the truth...
1st lie...
i....
i........
i.....................

well,2 or 3 weeks ago...
i got back my english paper.
i didn't check the marks because that time i was having exam and someone else already check for me...
i assume that there's nothing wrong with the marks...
2 or 3 weeks later...
i found out that teacher gave me extra 10 marks for paper 2!!!
i was shocked...she put 19/10 for the transfer information part...
i got 69/75 instead of 59/75...
total of my english marks suppose to be 81 but teacher gave 87...
i don't know how to tell teacher because we have discussed the paper a few times and everytime i forgot to bring the paper...
everytime teacher discuss,i didn't check...
when i searched for the paper to put in 'file gemilang' i saw the 19/10...
if i tell teacher to minus my marks,
teacher will know i didn't bring my paper a few times...
i don't want her to know that...
i calculate my marks for the average percentage..
actually this extra 6 marks only make 1.0 difference...
and the grades also won't make any difference...
so...i decided not to tell...
today,
i calculate my EA paper...
again...teacher counted wrongly....
why counted wrongly?
well,i suppose to do 4 out of 6 essays but i did 5...
she counted everything...
after i counted again,i struggled for 20 minutes...
thinking to tell or not to tell...
this time the grade is affected...
teacher gave 72(3B)...
i suppose to get 65(4B) only...
haiz........
i knew it...
i didn't study much!it's impossible to get 70++!!!
at last,i told teacher about the mistake...
i tell because i've lie once...i don't want to lie again...
cheating for marks will make me feel uncomfortable for a long time...
i hate cheating......
when i went to change my marks..the other students asked me
"you still don't satisfy with your marks?"
"you want to add marks ar?"
well...i told them i want to minus marks...
yup!minus!
some said i'm CRAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZY...
some said i'm honest....
i feel weird...
1st lie...i refuse to tell...
it makes me feel unhappy...feel like i've did a big crime...
2nd time,
i tell the truth...
yet,i'm unhappy....i don't know why....
i just feel down.....
later,i keep quiet again....
i didn't talk much today.

during perdagangan period,pn.eliazabeth tan came to my class.
she told me that my english marks is qualify for the principal's award essay writing competition...
i suddenly remember that pn. mahindar told me i get 85 above...
qualify for the essay competition...she asked me i wanted to take part or not...
i nodded....
she want me to find pn.elizabeth to tell her i want to take part.
i didn't find pn.elizabeth because i'm kind of guilty~
i didn't expect her to come and find me!!!
i....
when she told me to stay back on tuesday at 2pm in AVA room,
i wished to tell her i am not qualify for the competition...
i opened my mouth...
i try to speak but no words come out.
i keep quiet again.....
did i do this on purpose?
did i purposely don't want to tell because i want to try in the essay competition?
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!
i'm a jerk.
i hate the way i am.........
well,i decided to go and try my luck...
i know it's impossible for me to get something from the competition...
i just want some experience...
i want to try...
i'm wondering how many people from V class is going...
V classes girls always being look down by others...
i want to change the way they look at V classes girls...
but...
well...
i know i don't have the ability but i want to try.
U3!^!^,good luck!!!
haha!

not satisfy...

today we got back our masks....
our class nobody get top 3...
haiz...
i am kind of disappointed.
disappointed not because my mask can't get...
my mask...
i don't really like it especially after i wore it...
my clothes and masks so not match...
i'm unhappy because shiao wenn's mask can't get..
her mask not even get 3rd and i like that mask so much!!!
maybe because her mask only got silver and white colour...
this is 'taylor swift' and her mask...
the part look like gold actually is the reflection of the lights in the ballroom...



this mask nice right?
i'm involve in making this mask but i only make the eyelashes and the feathers...
others all shiao wenn's mother make.
i am unhappy because i make 3 masks but NONE of it get top 3!!!!!!
argh!!!!!!!!!
i know i am not talented in art but i really really really very interested in art...
really really really like art...
yet...i'm not talented enough.
i start to be kind of like my past....
i start to have dreams,hopes and wishes tingy and i hate them!
having these will cause disappointment,worry and FAIL!
i hate the feeling of failing...
i hate losing...i wish to win...
want to win in something i like...
art.
is my handwork thing that ugly?
is it that ugly until can't even get 3rd although not many people hand up their mask?
sometimes i really did feel like i want to stop working on in art stuff because
1st,i'm not talented
2nd,waste time
3rd,i'm not talented
4th,i am good in nothing
5th,no future
someone tell me i'm just lack of confidence...
she think shiao wenn's mask is better than some of the top 3...
maybe she's just lying.
want to make me a little bit happy,a little bit more confident...
haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~
anyway,
i guess now i just need concerntrate in SPM only...
i need to stop all other things...
only think SPM and be hardworking.

p.s.congratulation to the winners!
kole,c.kar yen and an indian girl(i don't know who) congratulation!!!

summary about my trial results...

today i got back my Ekonomi Asas paper...
i got 72...
i'm not very satisfy...
i wish to get A...
anyway...
overall i think i improve...
based on the grades...i improve but the purata...
it's almost same as previous results...
perhaps a few marks decrease...
summary:
i got 5As...
4A1 and 1A2..
1 B3 1 B4 and 2 C5...
the grades improve a lot gua...
lowest marks is 62...
last time lowet marks is 50++ or 40++ ba..
but i'm still not satisfy with my results...
i'm kind of jealous w.mei yan...she got straight As...
she got 7 A1 and 1 A2...
well...
actually she deserves that because she did study very hard...
always see her reading...
i wish i can be as hardworking as her and get all As but i don't think i can do it...
haiz...............

i'm wondering 5V4 got how many people get straight As...
wondering what position will i get this time...
hope i still can get top 5...
actually i wish to get top 3..haha!
but i didn't study much so...
i don't think i can get that top...
anyway,
i need to START STUDYING now!!!
JIA YOU!!!!!
AZA AZA FIGHTING!!!!
GAMBATEH!!!!
GA YAO!!!
haha!
i'm crazy again...

a visit to puan samly's house...

11 October 2009....
went to teacher's house for no reason..
haha:D
erm.....
half of 5V3 2009 went to teacher's house just to eat rendang cooked by teacher...
hahahahahahaha!!!!!!

pn.Salmy...

20 students from my class went there...

a few of them not in this photo...

the middle one refuse to take pic...

i look like i want taller..

haha!

peace!!!

shiao wenn so cute...

got flower leh!

tarik rambut!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha!

sandras look like kena buli...

i got buli her meh?

teng teng so cute!

like kena buli until sot jor...

haha!

heart shape...

arvindar pose is~~~~~~~~~~~~

well...don't know how to describe...

shiao wenn kena buli!

hahahahhahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!

AH!!!!!!!!!!

a ghost behind us!!!!!!!!!!

arvindar look like ghost la!!!

so 9(cantonese)...................

squeezing into a mirror~~~~~~~~~

haha!

pose!pose!pose!

blek!!!!!!!!!!
ish!!!!!!shiao wenn purposely cover her face...


actually that day not very fun because no games or jokes...
just take pictures...
and eat!eat!eat!!!!
wakakakakakakakakaka!
but oh~
now while looking at those photos we took...
i feel happy!!!
i feel like i am normal...
i mean...
i feel like i'm a normal teenager...
at last,i'm NORMAL!!!!!!!!
muahahahahhahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!
oops!crazy again....
i like the food very muchie!
very delicious!haha!

i like my classmates...
we did look like satu Malaysia...
haha!
all different races being friends together...
last time when i was in heron and hornbill...
i can't feel this kind of friendship...
athough i am not very close with the malays,the indians and even the chinese in my class but we did talk to each other,
telling jokes and giving names to each others..haha!
i started that 1st...
i called siti titi,called iryani nini,called chien teng ding dong,called raja jaja and so on...haha=D
i think it's fun ^.^
but i kena called back pulak!
well...in my class i am known as vivi!
i don't like this name...
it sounds like someone pee~~~
haha!
anyway...i'm really happy being in this class although my classmates are extremely NOISY!
haha!
i prefer to be in this class than being in heron/hornbill because when i was in those class,people only talked to me when nobody want to talk to them or when they need my help...
when someone come near me...
they will ask me to help them draw something and stuff like that...
i was being treat as a drawing machine although my drawing is not that nice...
during those posters and banners drawing competition,
they see me as a human...
maybe as a machine...
when those competition ends...i'm invicible again.
i hate that yet i said nothing.
that time,i was used to be a nobody.
maybe it's not their fault.
maybe it's my fault because i don't start to talk with anybody...
but why should i talk 1st???
anyway,
that was my past...
i won't happen again because i want to change.
i don't want to be a nobody anymore...
plus,not everyone treat me that way...
at least there are around 5 girls that treat me as human when i was in heron/hornbill..
around 5...
very sure not more than 5...
now,i'm happy with my life...
whenever i see those pictures of mine with my family,friends and classmates...i feel happy.
when i saw their smile and my smile,
i am grateful that i able to smile...
thanks for those who make me smile again!!!!!!!!
THANKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you all know who you are right???
thanks~~~~~~~~~
p.s.there is still someone that i don't like her to be my classmate...
even though she's my friends' friend...i still hate her...
this is the 1st time i hate someone more than hating myself and hating drunkard...
whenever i hate someone,it's impossible for me to stop hating that person...
my st.john friends...sorry!
i can't don't hate her...
hope you all don't mind ok?

.........................

yesterday,
something happened..
the stupid banana nickname case...
haiz................
don't know how to start and end this story...
not going to mention...
planning to forget about it...
haha!

well...yesterday night kind of bad mood...
a little bit menyesal curi-curi online because i made someone that is kind of kecil hati angry...
at first leh...
talking about something else but don't know why linked to the banana case...:'(
i pretended to be angry because she think that i told someone that's not close with neither me nor her about her blog...
i mean...why i go and tell people that not close with me or her about her blog?
of course i'll get angry IF i am the kecil hati type...
but i'm not..
i just pretend to be angry...
later she said she angry me pulak...
apa la...why i angry become she angry geh?=_="'
later went to sleep in a bad mood..wondering will the 'history' repeat again...
if i not mistaken...
4-5 years ago because of my stupid mouth that like to simply say things,i cause a 'ship' of mine sank...
this 'ship' sank because i said something stupid and that matter is a very very very small matter...
i scared this ship will sink just like the way that ship sank...
i found that ship that sank years ago...
it's now full of holes...
everytime i saw it,i don't know what to say...
wondering is it totally my fault?
anyway,it's too late.
i can do nothing now.
i just left it there because no point fixing it alone....

another ship that i mention start to be kind of unstable....
yesterday worst...
i guess it's my stupid mouth's fault again...
i was very scared the history happen again...
i don't want this ship to sink.
too many ships of mine have sunk and can't be seen anymore...
yesterday did something to prevent the ship sank...
sms the ship so that the situation won't get worst but kind of too late:'(
anyway,
after i sms this ship,i got a feeling that things won't get worst because i believe this ship is no longer the same...i modified it..haha!
this ship not that kecil hati as the previous ship...
i believe that this ship is kind of forgetful and forgiving?
well,miss ship!is the word forgiving can use on you?
anyway,this stupid event solve already...
i don't think it will get worst.
i hope nothing like this will happen again...
wish me luck!
p.s.do you understand what am i trying to say?the ships i mentioned...is it confusing?anyway,this post is only for me to understand.haha!
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ANOTHER POST...
my trial results....
for my mom to see...
she'll visit my blog whenever she's free...
argh!i still not yet get my EA paper!
SENI-92 [very happy!1st time get 90++]
ENGLISH-87 [shocked]
MATHS-85 [shocked]
MORAL-84 [shocked and happy!from 56 to 84!!!]
ENGLISH LIT.-76 [glad because no notes also able to get 76.thanks to c.kar mun's help!]
PERDAGANGAN-69 [extremely sad!!!i usually get A for this subject!]
SCIENCE-63 [drop a lot]
SEJARAH-61 [worry because got tips also cannot manage to get a B]
EKONOMI ASAS-xx[scared!i didn't study much for this subject!]

haiz.still got gerak gempur but not yet get back EA paper...
no mood study la....
i hate myself!!!
lazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy v!!!!can you please stop being lazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy!!!
everyone!kick or punch me whenever you see me being lazzzzzzzzzzzzzy,ok?
thanks!
haha!

grad nite!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 October 2009...
graduation night..
1st time ever i'm happy because i took a lot of photos!!!!!!!!!
photos for me to remember the days i've gone through....
THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR TAKING PHOTOS WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!
love you all!!!!
but those photos kind of incomplete and most of them...
i looked weird...
i'm kind of 'kaku'...
and if only simone and jean were there,it will be much more complete.
therefore,
BOTH OF YOU MUST LET ME SEE YOUR PHOTOS ON YOU ALL'S PROM NITE!
haha=D
i reached there at 6.45pm but the dinner start at 7.30pm...
when i got out of the car...people looking at me because i am the only one wearing mask!
ARGH!
well...never mind because i don't want to people know who i am,
don't want them to see my face...
BUT!
they know who i am although i am wearing a mask!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!i feel so embarassing..='(
i sat there waiting for someone i'm close with..
waiting for rescue!
i feel extremely weird when people looked at me!!!

when more mgs girls arrived,i wasn't the only one wearing the mask and enter the hotel.
i feel better...

beginning of the dinner,i feel weird because that type of happy and excited atmosphere can't be feel by me...
the table i was sitting(table 18) didn't have such atmosphere...
i was afraid that i'll ruin my memory about the one and only graduation night...

later,
i feel better when someone requested to take photo with me and when i started to walk around asking people to take photos with me!
hehe!!!
happy!!!!!!!!

every photo i took has its own story and i am going to post every photo here with some discribtion...
thus,this is going to be the longest blog i ever post!!!
haha!=D

1st photo...when there is someone that come to rescue me...

in this photo:sandras,shiao wenn,tea
my sister said shiao wenn looks like taylor swift...

my form 2 closer friends...
in this photo:Grace Chan,teH,Lim kAr Mun,Chi LaI May,Bao XiN



just reached ballroom(6th floor)
in this photo:c.ker mun,tea,kole,f.zi hui,stephanie leong,c.kar yen,h.an nei

act mystery..haha!i looked stupid...

in this photo:aileen,alice,c.kar mun,y.wai mei,tea

in this photo:sandy,alice,ckm,ywm,tea

at table 28(last table!)
my classmates!
in this photo:arvindar,chien teng,tea,siti/titi

at table 6...

my classmates...

in this photo:tea,vicki,devi,fei yeng,anne lam,t.kayan

a monkey?orang utan?

whatever..on a tree at the pirates of the carribean deco...

my classmates

in this photo:ember,soh po,sandras,prince(kononnya)

me and my leng lui classmate..syahiza






vicki and someone look like taylor swift!haha

i look like a soh po standing behind there...:'(

in this photo:me and pn.salmy!

my bm teacher

this raveena suddenly came out from no where while i am taking photo with this monkey banana!!!

i forced the so-call-monkey-banana to wear dress!

haha!

my classmates!!!

in this photo:iryani(ni ni),me,arvindar,marissa,siti(titi),aishah

me,arvindar and t.siew yee

weird photo........

the following 3 photos...

form 1 closest friends:

yjm and tea...

she brought kole along to be the camera girl..haha=D

me and min nie
i looked stupid...

m.kar mun and me

me,raja and t.siew yee

me and kole

me and niresh...

only a little bit close during form 2

putt and me...
waited for a lot time to take photo with her because she's too famous!

haha=D

s.yee mun and tea




oops!sandy only got half face!

haha=D

tea and sandy

chien teng and tea

thurga,chien teng,me

lissa,chien teng,me

racheal yau and me...

not close but we got take photo together...

me and a zebra?
one of the animal from tarzan that part..haha!

grace,lai may,shinny,tea,l.kar mun

tea and bao bao

l.jia min and me


me and c.kar yen

kole,koala and me!

hahahahahahaha!

kole and koala...

my class princess and me!

she's very pretty but didn't able to be the one of the 20 miss mgs candidades leh....

not fair...

me,vicki,devi

shajini and me

alice and me

prince and me!

very hard to make her take off the mask to take photo with me!

as i know...only two girls got the chance to take photo with her after she took off the mask...

haha!chien teng,aishah,me!

shiao wenn's "good" skill...

siti,aishah,me

with mask...

tata!without mask!

eng.lit. class girls....

c.kar mun missing!!!

while taking this photo,

lai may came out but kena halau...

haha!

the background..

disney movie UP!

EL class classmate...

my classmates all surprise when they saw me!

most of them said i looked pretty!

thanks to my aunt!

THANK YOU!

p.s.i only used RM 10 to style my hair and makeup...

i got discount...haha=D

the unnoticeable tatoo....

no one notice i got a tatoo...

haiz..

haha!

never mind la..