our class nobody get top 3...
haiz...
i am kind of disappointed.
disappointed not because my mask can't get...
my mask...
i don't really like it especially after i wore it...
my clothes and masks so not match...
i'm unhappy because shiao wenn's mask can't get..
her mask not even get 3rd and i like that mask so much!!!
maybe because her mask only got silver and white colour...
this is 'taylor swift' and her mask...
the part look like gold actually is the reflection of the lights in the ballroom...
this mask nice right?
i'm involve in making this mask but i only make the eyelashes and the feathers...
others all shiao wenn's mother make.
i am unhappy because i make 3 masks but NONE of it get top 3!!!!!!
argh!!!!!!!!!
i know i am not talented in art but i really really really very interested in art...
really really really like art...
yet...i'm not talented enough.
i start to be kind of like my past....
i start to have dreams,hopes and wishes tingy and i hate them!
having these will cause disappointment,worry and FAIL!
i hate the feeling of failing...
i hate losing...i wish to win...
want to win in something i like...
art.
is my handwork thing that ugly?
is it that ugly until can't even get 3rd although not many people hand up their mask?
sometimes i really did feel like i want to stop working on in art stuff because
1st,i'm not talented
2nd,waste time
3rd,i'm not talented
4th,i am good in nothing
5th,no future
someone tell me i'm just lack of confidence...
she think shiao wenn's mask is better than some of the top 3...
maybe she's just lying.
want to make me a little bit happy,a little bit more confident...
haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~
anyway,
i guess now i just need concerntrate in SPM only...
i need to stop all other things...
only think SPM and be hardworking.
p.s.congratulation to the winners!
kole,c.kar yen and an indian girl(i don't know who) congratulation!!!
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